Curiosity
I am always making lists for everything. Things I need to do for the day, things I need from store, mental notes that change constantly, and for whatever reason I can come up with for a list. So here is another list. Kind of sad list but was on a bad day as usual.
What my last words might be...
- I had a blast all !
- Its been nice.
- Time to go.
- Wonder if I am going to Heaven?
- Wish I could have kept love.
- Sorry if I was not there for you.
- So much left I wanted to do.
- I'm sorry if I ever hurt you.
- This is not what I expected in the end.
- I wish I had not felt rejected.
- Bad memories are almost gone finally.
- The voices can no longer hurt me.
- I was scared and saw no other choice.
- No one could hear my inner voice.
- This life is finally over.
- I never figured life out.
- Don't cry please.
- My mind has finally stopped hurting me.
- I will always miss my family.
- I just got tired of being tough.
- I knew this would happen one day.
- I'm sorry I hope you will understand one day.
- This hurts to much wish I had done something else.
- One more shot bartender please.
- One..two..three..JUMP
- Peace at last !
- Man that was fun wasn't it?
- Hold my hand.
- I don't want to die this way.
- I should have said more.
Written By: Heather Cole
3/1/2018
